World — Afterworld

 Selalu begini.

Aku berusaha menggapai keduanya,

dunia dan akhirat.

Tapi pada akhirnya,

aku malah tersesat.

Aku tau, mereka bilang,

"kejarlah akhirat,

maka dunia akan mengikuti."

Banyak yang termotivasi,

atau setidaknya tergugah.

Tapi sepertinya hanya aku,

yang merasa tidak nyaman.

Hanya aku,

yang frustasi.

Maybe this is one of the reasons why,

I kinda hate it,

whenever someone told me some religious words.

Either it's from Qur'an,

the prophet's words,

nor some pious people's words.

Because,

I often ended up

having contradictive minds.

I know,

I'm the wrong one.

That's why.

Those Islamic words,

they're always making me come,

to my sinful senses.

And deep down,

I hate it.

I kinda believe,

"what you don't know,

won't hurt you."

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Whatever.

Actually, there are a few more words

that I want to say.

But they're too much,

even to just write them here.

So I'll leave this one ended,

and maybe continue it,

next time.